Post by gurokatsuda on Dec 7, 2011 0:49:53 GMT
As you may have guessed, I can no longer stay on this site. There are many reasons for this and it took me a while to put everything in order pertaining to this matter, I will give a couple of these reasons below.
Firstly, the entire "incident" that occured a small while ago, I can no longer endure a site where I was betrayed by someone I trusted when all I did was try and keep the site alive. for 6 months I waited with literally no-one else so much as appearing, then on new year's day Rasher appeared and I tried to bring this site back to what it was.
But it was not to be, no matter what I did, no matter how I strived, the site went a different way than me, a way I did not feel compatible with. I grew distant as I tried to figure out what I could do, Then suddenly, I found that I was no longer an Admin. Many months before all this I approached the at that time long absent Sonama. The absence of the site's Head Admin was choking the site of life, and so I approached, no hate, no spite towards Sonama, and gave a simple ultimatum.
Step up, or step down.
Sonama chose to let me run the site in his absence, I had been given a chance to breathe new life into a site specialising in a medium of writing I enjoy above all, I had the chance to create a site where people could get better and enjoy themselves. Or so I thought.
For at least a week I called for an answer as to why this was, why was I being punished? What was my crime? But no answer came. So I went back to Sonama and asked that he retract this seemingly unwarranted punishment, and so he did. Soon however, the problems continued, the next step ws to block access to the site altogether while I slept, something only an Admin could do, once again I called to know what I was being charged with, and yet again I heard nothing. So yet again, I asked Sonama for assistance, and yet again he obliged.
Soon after, the chatbox was used to defame me by no less than two seperate individuals, both using my name (one of which a poor representation) to frame me for words I would have never used while I slept once again. The fact these individuals targeted me hurt, but what hurt even more was that the ones I wanted to help believed them.
This continued until I lost Admin status multiple other times and after long and hard thought when possible in an already full life, I have decided to no longer stay in a site where I am clearly not welcome. I do not know who it was whom started what happened, but rest assured, I will be the one to finish it.
Some may see this as an admission of guilt, this is not true. Should any of my actions or words have offended sonmeone so deeply they felt it necessary to begin this chain of events I apologise, but I do not apologise for merely doing what I could to keep this site alive, and I would have had it no other way.
I do not plan to leave just yet however, for I am starting work on a site of my own, where neither I, nor anyone else, need fear invisible retribution for a crime invisible to my eyes. I have only just begun work on this new site, and so I will stay here until it is in working order.
With that said however, I will no longer post in any other topic or the chatbox, with the exception of private messages, the only other post I will make on this site will serve two purposes, I will link the site for those who wish to follow (I assure you a repetition of what happened here will not happen, I will make sure of it), and I will say farewell, after that, I close my account on this website and leave it forever. Should my name appear after this moment in any other part of this site but here, I assure you that the man behind the screen is not me.
Someone wants me off this site, so I say they can have it, I shall not return to see if they succeed or fail, I find such matters inconsequential.
I wish all who join here the best of luck, and that one day they can look back at what they do here and say that they have created something that can be called an art. Until my final post, Goodbye.
Firstly, the entire "incident" that occured a small while ago, I can no longer endure a site where I was betrayed by someone I trusted when all I did was try and keep the site alive. for 6 months I waited with literally no-one else so much as appearing, then on new year's day Rasher appeared and I tried to bring this site back to what it was.
But it was not to be, no matter what I did, no matter how I strived, the site went a different way than me, a way I did not feel compatible with. I grew distant as I tried to figure out what I could do, Then suddenly, I found that I was no longer an Admin. Many months before all this I approached the at that time long absent Sonama. The absence of the site's Head Admin was choking the site of life, and so I approached, no hate, no spite towards Sonama, and gave a simple ultimatum.
Step up, or step down.
Sonama chose to let me run the site in his absence, I had been given a chance to breathe new life into a site specialising in a medium of writing I enjoy above all, I had the chance to create a site where people could get better and enjoy themselves. Or so I thought.
For at least a week I called for an answer as to why this was, why was I being punished? What was my crime? But no answer came. So I went back to Sonama and asked that he retract this seemingly unwarranted punishment, and so he did. Soon however, the problems continued, the next step ws to block access to the site altogether while I slept, something only an Admin could do, once again I called to know what I was being charged with, and yet again I heard nothing. So yet again, I asked Sonama for assistance, and yet again he obliged.
Soon after, the chatbox was used to defame me by no less than two seperate individuals, both using my name (one of which a poor representation) to frame me for words I would have never used while I slept once again. The fact these individuals targeted me hurt, but what hurt even more was that the ones I wanted to help believed them.
This continued until I lost Admin status multiple other times and after long and hard thought when possible in an already full life, I have decided to no longer stay in a site where I am clearly not welcome. I do not know who it was whom started what happened, but rest assured, I will be the one to finish it.
Some may see this as an admission of guilt, this is not true. Should any of my actions or words have offended sonmeone so deeply they felt it necessary to begin this chain of events I apologise, but I do not apologise for merely doing what I could to keep this site alive, and I would have had it no other way.
I do not plan to leave just yet however, for I am starting work on a site of my own, where neither I, nor anyone else, need fear invisible retribution for a crime invisible to my eyes. I have only just begun work on this new site, and so I will stay here until it is in working order.
With that said however, I will no longer post in any other topic or the chatbox, with the exception of private messages, the only other post I will make on this site will serve two purposes, I will link the site for those who wish to follow (I assure you a repetition of what happened here will not happen, I will make sure of it), and I will say farewell, after that, I close my account on this website and leave it forever. Should my name appear after this moment in any other part of this site but here, I assure you that the man behind the screen is not me.
Someone wants me off this site, so I say they can have it, I shall not return to see if they succeed or fail, I find such matters inconsequential.
I wish all who join here the best of luck, and that one day they can look back at what they do here and say that they have created something that can be called an art. Until my final post, Goodbye.